Intro:

Bust back trust that
Bust back trust that
Yeah yeah yeah
Bust back trust that

Chorus:

Bust back trust that
Wishing I could jump back
In time through a black hole
And get a couple months back
Of my old life
Don't know why I always run back
To the main source of my pain
I don't know that
Bust back trust that
Wishing I could jump back
In time through a black hole
And get a couple months back
Of my old life
Don't know why I always run back
To the main source of my pain

Verse One:

Every time I got a problem
I just blame it on my friends
I just blame it on my dad
I just blame it on the trends
I just blame it on the scab that I picked
When it bled
Swear to fuck that this the last time
I ever mend a fence
Seems like every time I open up
I blow up my defence
Doesn't matter in the end
Try so hard but I'm scarred and I'm depressed
You don't really wanna know what's going on inside my head
And I ain't talking to no doctor
That's going try to give me meds
Cuz it's senseless
Tryna find the exit
The end's coming soon
But I'm trying to prevent this
Black hole sun in the sky never-ending
Asshole son put a gun to my head, click
I have no fun and I have no friendships
I have no funds so I can't pay my tuition
I'm wishing my conditions could be different, shit
Got me feeling like a glitch inside the system
This next part
Is important so just listen
Black hole heart
You should probably keep your distance
I enjoy all the pain
That I endure though out my life
From the beginning to the end
The white snow turned red
Got some blood on my hands
Got a price on my head
Got me dancing with the devil
With his hands around my neck
As my oxygen is leaving me
I cannot get a breath
Sorry babe, sorry mom, sorry dad, sorry Jen
Sorry Kyle, sorry nan
I understand if you're upset
Don't know why I'm such a mess
Sometimes I wish I could just hide inside my closet and pretend
That these problems will just disappear
When I pick up the pen
Sometimes I show up there
With demons when I'm sleeping in my bed
When I'm sleeping in my bed
I never know what's coming next
Up all night
And I'm tryna get some rest
I've been pretty fucking stressed
Since I quit the cigarettes
And I'm on the fucking edge
Don't test me

Outro:

Bust back trust that
Wishing I could jump back
In time through a black hole
And get a couple months back
Of my old life
Don't know why I always run back
To the main source of my pain
I don't know that yeah
I don't know that yeah