Lyrics

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah
Yeah Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah

I don't know why I hate myself
I don't know why I don't get help
I wish that I could find myself
I wish that I could love myself
I don't know why I hate myself
I don't know why I don't get help
I wish that I could find myself
I wish that I could love myself
Yeah

Waking up my parents call my phone
They ask me why am I still home
They ask me why am I alone anyway
I thought about it and I don't know
Dark thoughts in my head but they don't show
Until it's time to go to work and I don't go
Walk on stage to do a show
Feeling like I'm bout to choke
Physically there's nothing wrong
But inside I'm bout to blow

Staying up all night thinking bout my life
Suicide on my mind don't grab that knife
Grab my pad grab my pen go grab that mic
Yeah
Yeah I'm trying to hold on
I don't know if I can
Tryin' to let somebody know
But nobody understands
I can't hold myself together
Shit's about to hit the fan
Man I think I'm falling down
Come grab my hand

I don't know why I hate myself
I don't know why I don't get help
I wish that I could find myself
I wish that I could love myself
I don't know why I hate myself
I don't know why I don't get help
I wish that I could find myself
I wish that I could love myself

Doesn't matter if I drink
Doesn't matter if I smoke
Doesn't matter if I snap and cross the line and do dope
Doesn't matter if I'm broke
Doesn't matter if I'm rich cuz
Everybody round me all they do is talk shit
Waiting for the day I slip
Aw yeah
Yeah I wish that I could just be happy
Got a demon on my shoulder hoping he don't grab me
Just to take me to the level with the devil
Take me back in time when I had a possessed mess mental mind state

Heavy metal doesn't make my mind settle
Go to sleep and dream of demons
Wake up screeching like a kettle on the stovetop
Yeah I put a curse upon myself I should have known not
To ever mess with Ouija Boards
Got pictures in my head that I don't wanna see no more
Bleeding my heart out
But I don't wanna bleed no more
Feeling down right now
Don't even wanna breath no more
Until I'm on my deathbed again feeling dead again

I don't know why I hate myself
I don't know why I don't get help
I wish that I could find myself
I wish that I could love myself
I don't know why I hate myself
I don't know why I don't get help
I wish that I could find myself
I wish that I could love myself